I feel like a boxer..... In the corner with my gloves on. Ready to take out anyone that gets to close because I'm in the "mode" right now. I'm sick and tired of taking care of myself due to idiots. This time it was a doctor. A regular medical doctor that has been named a "top 10 doctor." He was telling me that I should have reported everything that happened to me many many years ago. And I told him that most survivors do not report for multiple reasons. I said this all very calmly and in the beginning as if it did not bother me at all. But he kept pushing. Pushing pushing. So to him who knows no better than a blank piece of paper "Save it all your bullshit for another day...." from the song "Make Over" by Christina Aguilera
Song
Make Over Lyrics
Artist(Band):Christina Aguilera
I can't believe what you did to me
Down on my knees and I need to break free
All these years you violated me (violated me)
I don't know why I can't feel inside
I try to hide, can't make it alright
It's overkill, now I'm ready to fight
I don't need nobody tryin' to make me over
I just wanna live simple and free
I just wanna get away
Savin' all your bullshit for another day
Feeling confined like I'm bein' force fed
My visions blurry and I'm lost in regrets
It's overload, and I'm outta control (outta control)
So sick and tired of bein' so misused(so misused)
You're taking me down with all your mental abuse
And I said, I gotta get you outta my head
Everybody's always trying to look me over
I just wanna live simple and free
I just wanna get away
Saving all your bullshit for another day
I'm the only one that can rescue me from me
Leaving the house around quarter to five
Zipped up my boots and I'm ready to ride
And I feel so high, I feel so alive
Let down my hair, feel the wind on my skin
Crossin' the border where my new life begins
And I close my eyes and take it all in
I don't need nobody tryin' to make me over
(Don't make me over)
I just wanna live simple and free
I just wanna get away
Saving all your bullshit for another day
I'm the only one that can rescue me from me
I just wanna get away
Saving all your bullshit for another day
I'm the only one that can rescue me from me
You wanna break me down...
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