Team work makes for progress

Today I sat back at a party and watched life go on. I watched team work NOT happen. But I did see the possibility for team work to happen and pictured the beauty it would hold. I could see all the wonderful things that COULD happen ONLY with team work. So many things in life would never happen if it was not for team work yet so many of us (including myself) find it difficult to do it even in simple games. No President would ever be elected if it wasn't for the team work underneath them. I think specifically the amazing team work of President Obama (I love him and his administration) did and has done so well. Anyways, the Great pyramids were not built by one man but many. So many of us women feel many times that we must be able to do everything all on our own with no help- that is not the case.

If things don't go as planned

If things don't go as planned, or if they do I might consider buying up a box of Angela Shelton workbooks and hitting the road and hitting shelters, counselors, and any where else that will take me. I have no clue who would even talk to me about these AMAZING work books, but I've purchased my own hard copy even after I had an e copy bc its worth having it in your hands. Her stuff just works. And its not $1,000 for someone to tell me that there is something wrong with me and do nothing more. I'm not going to apologize for being so passionate about all of this stuff. I need it and so do others. I've seen the pain, the destruction, and at the same time the birth of something better. I'm pushed to help it happen.

TweetMic | sydneysmithauu's audio tweet

TweetMic | sydneysmithauu's audio tweet
Special thanks to Steven Shires for the audio. And special thanks to him for all the beautiful photos and soon a video! Check his work out on my coffee lounge under Shire's Photography I <3
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I'm an Affiliate of Angela Shelton's products!

Hey! For those that have been living under a rock I am an affiliate of Angela Shelton so I've been selling her products! Its an honor for me to sell something that first off I've been buying crazy number of copies, and second, now I can personally more actively help spread the word. Here is a link to my site that makes it so if you buy through this link you will also be helping me out. I personally really recommend her workbook as it is 117 pages and only about $10!!!!!!!!!! And it can be applied for all types of trauma. Plus, I do have to say, the pictures are great. Angela really helps you work through the things that you just need to sit down and work on in order to heal. She would know- I mean as you all can see she has gone through more than just healing, she is now living out the kind of life every one wants. A joy FULL life. I know money is tight these days, but I personally, strongly believe this is worth it. I want you to get it even if it is not through me. I want you to experience the healing that can occur when working through this book. And the kicker. Sometime Angela will be releasing her book Finding Angela Shelton which goes with the work book. So she is really trying to help us out financially, and emotionally and in so many other ways. Gotta love her and I love all the Army of Angels too- you all work so hard I love you!

here to visit Angela Shelton's Products!.

I really like this org that I found a while ago

So I think a friend or I found this org ( Sidran Institute) a while ago but now I've finally had a chance to really look at it and its a wonderful place!! I'm posting much of the links under my PTSD page on my website but I thought I should share this one video that I thought was very well put together. The video cut out on me part way through but what I was able to see was really great. *** NOTE IT CAN BE TRIGGERING**

Understanding PTSD and Hope for Recovery by the Sidran Institute

Update on my fish!

LoL I just found out you can feed my fish by clicking on the water! So help me feed them so they stay happy and healthy ;) hehe I love technology as I never have to clean their tank!

ps. I will be getting "new" fish so stay tuned ;)

Loving the self and Saving yourself

New Song/Poem

Song/Poem By: Sydney Smith (me!)

Title: Untitled -- Any ideas for a title???

Inspiration: The concept of Hawk Dances by Angela Shelton and BACA.

I saw a pale moon and I cried out loud

Like a hawk screaming from inside out

It was feeling I was unfamiliar with

I was on a journey where I stood alone

If I’d only had open my eyes

I’d see all the help surrounding my side…

But I had some things to prove

Like I was not broken nor bruised

I took my first little step

And fell on my face like an eaglet…

So many told me that it’d be ok

But I just saw my crashing Grace

Finally one day I decided to cry

I felt the earth quake when my tear hit the ground

The Ocean just soaked up my fear

No longer to live going no where…

So I took off with a running start

They all bit their fingers in fright

I opened my wings and took off to some where

I blew up my own expectations.

I swirled around the stars I once wished upon

Now I’m the Angel that jumps star to star

Never worrying who or where we are

We are the light of 10,000 smiles

Never giving up we are the dangerous ones

I am afraid no more no more

I am the Angel that sleeps at night

We are the powerful ones

Never alone are we lighting the dark